| today. |
[Oct. 30th, 2009|12:27 pm] |
today i wasnt sad when I woke up.
i think i may be embracing it-theres beauty in the breakdown.
its gorgeous out.and im one that usually is wary of nature.
I miss playing cards,and going to concerts,writing and reading.
repetition had set in. |
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| drowning in my sleep. |
[Jun. 27th, 2007|06:22 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | letters to you. | ] |
What's the matter?
Something wrong?
Wrong?Oh no,no. Everything's just well….just odd. I'm…I'm not even sure I know who I am.
Well.
We can certainly straighten you out on that.
Just who are you?
I'm your better side.
Your subconscious.
Wait,what?
Your better side. |
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| kiss me one last time. |
[Jun. 11th, 2007|09:54 pm] |
just remember.
this is a dream,
and in dreams we can do anything we darn please. |
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| and i didnt even do anything. |
[Jul. 10th, 2006|05:35 pm] |
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so,apparently,the goverment is now paying for 100% of my education,instead of 75%.
sweet. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 7th, 2006|03:52 pm] |
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i miss you,i miss you. |
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| o no!!!! |
[May. 31st, 2006|02:40 pm] |
myspace is threatening to be the end of me here,
as ive just been blogging on that.
sad panda... |
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| relax,relax |
[May. 20th, 2006|02:52 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | mikes casa. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | same old song. | ] |
Tiesto in Tampa past Wednesday.
Right after some gambling.
Dont ask how I did.
But the concert was insane.
The venue is very spacious,and has a awesome system with two giant monitors playing cool animated visuals.
danced my ass off.
this was after tues nite.
went to some random parties with diana,and woke up at a strangers house.
then ate some dennys.
the great equalizer.
went to waffle house with ma yesterday.
discussed life.
twas nice.
then went to ibar at night and lacking an ass to dance off,
danced anyway.
really liked it there.
wanna go again next week.
whos in?
and then this morning,
i was blessed with repeated lucid dreamin for at least an hour.i would have a ten min dream doin whatever the fuck I wanted,wake myself up,flip over and redream a new place immediately.
it was an amazing experience,
and i hope that wasnt a onetime occurence.
and last but not least got some news about jessie that made me even happier.
i was mildly concerned she would be bothering me,seeing as in her last round of texts she pledged to keep trying to contact me and be my "friend".all the while telling me she'll always love me.
bleh.
anyone who knows what I went with her know why thats insane.
but thankfully she already came and left town,
and pissed off the mutual friend we have.
and she doesnt wanna talk to Jessie anymore either.
score!
and today shall be chill day.
i fucking love life.
thats right,fucking.
peace and love.
-daniel |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 15th, 2006|09:16 am] |
i've been waiting for you.
to capture my imagination.
because i've been fooled by the illusions
in my head. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 10th, 2006|01:19 pm] |
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yo.i wanna buy a vespa. |
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| something tells me its time to rock and roll. |
[Apr. 30th, 2006|11:40 pm] |
summer is here.
very excited.
last night pretended to be all planned and go do something.
didnt work out so well.
still had a good time,ihop and wandering around international is fun.
saw the magic show at wonderworks today.
very entertaining to say the least.
nacho libre looks amusing.
pretty much napolean with jack black.
did some shopping at festival bay.
3 shirts,
1 pair of shoes and
a book for like 40 bux.
magical thinking:
a schizotypal peronality disorder attributing to one's own actions something that had nothing to do with him or her and thus assuming that one has a greater influence over eventgs that is actually the case.
i love psychology.
oh,thats the intro to the book i bought which is titled...magical thinking.
what a surprise.
its good so far.
disney tomorra.
woooo!
summer so far...
a success.
with every single letter,and every single word.
:)
-Daniel |
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| happy holidays! |
[Apr. 20th, 2006|11:43 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | something bouncy. | ] |
so i walk into class five mins late, but that turns out to be one minute before the teacher walks in.
then she tries to get our attention by turning the lights on and off,and waving a laser pointer around.
failing at this, she yells and says we're having a quiz.boooo!
"Just kidding,"
She says.
"We are eating donuts and watching Meet the Fockers instead!"
Yayyy!!!!
Finishing up a paper, and then leaving college.
Hope everyone has an awesome day.
Mine has started well.
Peace and love
-Daniel |
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| From end to beginning. |
[Apr. 18th, 2006|11:59 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | escuela | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | one more time... | ] |
This attitude business.
Call it feeling if you like.
The way you feel about people.
What's wrong with the way I feel about people?
You've got to face up to reality.
You've got to be honest with yourself about the way you feel about things.
I'm talking about feelings,not thinking.
Not logic, emotions.
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| It's all relative,really. |
[Apr. 17th, 2006|12:21 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | funks. | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | kingdom hearts 2! | ] |
As we approach the end of the semester, I find myself having to make harder choices.I'm done with most of my general ed classes,and have to start focusing in one direction or the other.I find myself taking psychology and sociology classes,and am enjoying them not to metion doing well.
But is that what I want to do with the rest of my life?
I like helping people,but I dont know if I want to do the clinical psychology stuff.
Mike claims we should use our knowledge to the best of our potential,and me going the full seven years of school would be the best option.
I know it would benefit people,and I know I could do it.
But does that knowlege alone mean I should?
I dont know if Im getting "burned out" per se with serving,but I find myself less into it.
It's an awesome job,I love the people I work with and I make damn good money.
I guess thats what Im going to school for,though.To not do that forever.
And it motivates me because I see some of the people there and know I dont want to be doing that for the rest of my life.
Ill just have to stick it out till I finish school,and save money till.
I've been dreaming such vivid dreams lately.
I usually know I am too,and have relative control of many.
I dream when I nap,which isnt really supposed to occur.
The things I see...manytimes hold such beauty,or are simply me having a good time,
and once in awhile break my heart.
No matter what though,when I wake up,I smile.
Because its a new day.
Full of endless potential.
Im never depressed or upset anymore.
And I dont waste my time worrying,as it accomplishes nothing.
I realize much of this came after losing Jessie.
Although that should make me sad,I've come to accept it.
"when all you got to keep is strong,move along,move along."
Oh yeah.
I got a ticket the other day for not wearing my seat belt.
It was a mild deterrent from my otherwise relatively swell day.
70 bux,no points on license or anything.
So all in all,I just said it could have been worse and forgot about it.
Although I need to make sure not to forget to pay it.
I called off work today.
I've been busting my ass for like the past month working 4 days and going to school two.
I needed this one,
especially as I have some tests at school tomorra.
Hope I dont have to take a math next semester.
Bleh.
Last but not least:
Xmen 3 looks amazing.
MI 3 looks pretty good.
Im going somewhere cool this summer.
And thats the end of that chapter.
Peace and love.
Daniel |
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| this wasnt even worth it. |
[Apr. 5th, 2006|08:02 pm] |
ah.
i havent updated recently.been to busy.
work.4 days a week.
school-only couple weeks left of this semester.two more semesters there than ucf i guess.hip hip.
tamapa again.i won twenty whole dollars.just enough make it worth going out there,free moneys free money tho.
ex tried to fuck with my head this weekend,i told her to leave me the hell alone.it did put a damper in my otherwise happy existence tho.i hope she doesnt bother me anymore.seriously.
feels a little routine right now,but summer beckons.
the times,they are a changing... |
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| one more time... |
[Mar. 26th, 2006|09:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
wow.
just wow.
ill explain in vivid details tomorra.
ultra twas everything i expected it to be. |
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